a split screen personality. a bastard and a nice guy at the same time? impossible. jealous at circumstances I have no rights to be jealous about. wishing that things work out for someone, but somewhere wish it don't. BASTARD. I.
emo mood on.
if i could cut out my heart. i would.
getting hurt once again. do i like pain? why do i always put myself in situations, circumstances or events that may bring pain. why must joy need to come with sadness? no pain no gain?
it was like a dream come true while it lasted. a piece of heaven on earth.(i know it may mean nothing to you but for me it was different)
Now reality set in.... reality what a kill joy. reality is I'm with no one, You're with some one. wish it could have lasted a bit longer. wish it could be different. i fell over, before you could say no.
emo mood off.
15 *inspire me*:
thats two different context we are talking about here then. but it's true what you are saying. you are a bastard for doing whatever you are doing. it's just wrong. and i bet she is in love with her guy. so move on.
thanks for the advice, will keep it in mind. So anything else you want to curse me about?? lolx
oh yea, it would be nice if you could have some guts or balls if you have them =P and some honor(can use in this kind of situation??) to put your name down when giving me this kind of comments. thank you. Cheers.
if i am to leave my name, am i making myself to be vunerable to your curses?lol. and be nicer to people who comments on your blogs as you improve yourself..and no honour is a wrong word!
and me asking you to move on as is probably the best advise you are gonna get as i am speaking from experience.
haha..no ler of cause. why would i want to curse you?? i wasn't nice?? sorry..didn't mean to be not nice, seriously. Was just being kepoh to know your name. haha..okie..dont use the word honor then. Thanks again. Shalom.
obviously there's some ppl here who doesn't have guts but still wana complain. lets jus ignore such gutless ppl. they obviously don't matter. wen u are high up there's bound to be jealousy running ard.
~rachel~
i am not being gutless but at this moment of time, if i am to reveal my identity, my judgement might be consired to be bias, and nah, i dont wish for that to happen. so feel free to call me whatever thst suits you people...
whats your problem?? did he step on your tail or was rude to your mom? he said sorry. he just wanted to know who are u. with comment like yours you should put your name. don't be so sensitive.
whoa people...chill..i thought he said to feel free to comment..what i am getting are heavy feedbacks..i said whatever that was on my mind.. and no josh, he didn't step on my tail nor were he rude to my mum. i am not being sensitive. its just that, i went through the same situation and i know it hurts a lot.
and btw since you people are so curious about my name, its NIGEL..
hey..yea chill chill. free speech free speech. lolx. Welcome Nigel, sorry about the feedbacks. Do i know you by the way? have to agree with you about the hurts. but some time no pain no gain?? your thoughts??
no pain no gain... well that's one interesting thought by whoever.. but tienseven, you gotta apply it in the right situations and trust me, this is one of the situations you don't wanna put it with. look, firstly you are hurting yourself (she have a bf,dats y)..and secondly, if you are trying so hard. do you actually think sbe is gonna pay attention to your efforts? and i bet, whoever the girl is, loves he bf a lot..
and thirdly, as we all know(back to being sappy) love cannot be forced. it has to come naturally.
well thats my opinion about it.
thanks. yup i have to agree with you but this situation i don't know yet. I'm not exactly trying actually. it a lot of talk and no action for my part. Yes.love need to come naturally..some time external stimuli,catalyst do help though. =)
maybe as time passes, you will realise the consequences of your act...and yeah, external stimuli does help...lol... what are you next plan for this...planning to make a move? or...?
Nigel
hey..yea most probably when time passes. haha..no move for me, it very wrong. and she loves the guy alot. dont want to disturb a happy relationship. =)
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