small talk.

Who do you run to when the only person who can make you stop crying, is the one who makes you cry?

''advertising is when the consumer goes to the toilet''


"This means two things. First, the police are more gangsters than the gangsters. Second, the police make deals with gangsters. Now, are we surprised by that?" RPK

Monday, March 31

if only...

the blender, the juicer, the toaster, the chopper, the oven, the shredder, the freezer. my heart visited the kitchen.


use mouth wash to have closer relationships.
I use but it doesn't work. change of brand?

I'm sorry for disappointing you. i will seize this chance. will wait.

Sunday, March 30

split screen

a split screen personality. a bastard and a nice guy at the same time? impossible. jealous at circumstances I have no rights to be jealous about. wishing that things work out for someone, but somewhere wish it don't. BASTARD. I.


emo mood on.

if i could cut out my heart. i would.

getting hurt once again. do i like pain? why do i always put myself in situations, circumstances or events that may bring pain. why must joy need to come with sadness? no pain no gain?

it was like a dream come true while it lasted. a piece of heaven on earth.(i know it may mean nothing to you but for me it was different)
Now reality set in.... reality what a kill joy. reality is I'm with no one, You're
with some one. wish it could have lasted a bit longer. wish it could be different. i fell over, before you could say no.

emo mood off.


Friday, March 28

blooming

I feel like my soul unfolding like a flower blooming,
Can you see me standing at your door step.
If you don't know by now that I have fallen for you,
Take a look inside me,
Word can’t express what my heart expresses.

A flower blooms in the morning, a new dawn arise.
Sun light through the gap, warm the coldness in my heart.
A shelter to hide during the storm, my heart is kept safe.
A rainbow appears after the storm, coloring a dull heart.
Fireworks exploding in the night sky, a celebration in my heart.
A shooting star flashes across the sky, a hope for a future.

Thursday, March 27

felt the coldness.....

winter

You're just too cold to be true.
Taken my eyes off you.
You'd be like Hell to touch.
I wanna throw you so much.
At long last love has gone.
And I thank God I'm alive.
You're just too heartless to be true.
Taken my eyes off you.

Mariusnastacigarette

smoking kills...stop now. no more deduction yeah?? =P

chou ah kua! chou ah kua!


Watch it once, laugh yourself silly. get a dvd or something to laugh yourself crazy. if you understand hokkien even better.
belum cuba,belum tau
sudah cuba, hari-hari mau.

SYNOPSIS
Ah Long Pte Ltd is a light-hearted black comedy about the triad world and the money-lending business. The movie takes on a humorous and sarcastic treatment on the underworld. It depicts how a young lady, Li Hua (Fann Wong) tries to restructure her money-lending triad into a professional and 'loving' triad that stands against the use of violence after she takes over from her triad leader (Richard Low) who retired. Her various restructuring plans (which are no doubt very creative) bring about hilarious results.
Li Hua tired of her mother's constant nagging to get married, she finally relented and proposed to Mr Fang (Mark Lee), an effeminate dance instructor cum image stylist. Surprised to many and even herself, Mr Fang accepted the proposal. The unusual union, despite the misfits, soon blossom into love.

Good news, no Great news I got my internship in the agency I desperately wanted. the agency that reject me the first time. I guess good things come to the people that don't give up, persevere. Thank You agency, will do my best.

I'm scare, afraid of losing, crashing, getting tembak........ but in the first place its not mine to begin, not mind to lose, not mine to protect, not mine to care, not mine to make happy, not mine to love..... NOT MINE.

I'm sorry for being so selfish, i hope it all work out for you. they say sometimes the grass ain't always greener on the other side but sometime it is. whatever is it i want you to be happy =)

thank you for the time spend with me. it was wonderful,beautiful,sweet,priceless moments..........

my sunshine, my rainbow, my shooting star, my shelter......... my fireworks??

wOw...such fearful hair. Really strong hair with Pantene.


Monday, March 24

beautiful weekend

last weekend was pack with tiring competition, wonderful dinner, great drama, corn fill movie, uneventful race, stupid football.

it started on Saturday morning 8am, i was suppose pick my teammates up at ss2 to go for the inter-faculty futsal competition in 12th college UM. but when i woke up, my mom say that she needed the car, thank God that my teammate have their own transport. so we decide to meet at um. the competition was played under hot sun. the game was fast pace and we were out class...haha..not really lar..but we lost all the game.

went home bath and slept for awhile. until 5. pick up babe and follow the map to KLPac for a play "uncut, untitled, paper house'' it 3 different plays by 3 young directors. the 3 plays were great, the storyline was short and nice, jokes were funny, the acting was real, the emotion was so real, i felt their anger, sadness, happiness..... respect to the actors and actresses.

untitled: written & directed by Johann Lim
Featuring Fang Chyi, Alfred Loh & Amelia Chen
Ken has found his passion in dance but struggles to make ends meet and has problems being understood at home. This play explores the costs of chasing one's dreams, the conflict between living at home and filial piety, and the values of people.

uncut: written & directed by Teng Ky-Gan
Featuring Fish & Aishah Sinclair This play explores the theme of censorship in Malaysia and the influence of fanatical moral policing over works of art. As he struggles to reconcile his professional and moral obligations, with his basic human instincts, Zakaria the director of the Censorship Bureau finds himself spiraling out of control as he slowly learns that human wants often triumph over didactic logic.

paper house: written & directed by Mark Beau de Silva
Featuring Maybel Chan & Bella Rahim
Two sisters, Kim and Yen inherit their mother’s Chinese paraphernalia shop. Yen maintains the way her mother used to while Kim returns once a year for her mother’s death anniversary prayers. One night, after the final prayers, as Kim prepares to leave for the city, they encounter a lost girl outside the shop. Too late to bring her to the police and unsure of her background, the sisters decide to shelter the girl for the night. As they decide on what to feed the girl and what to do with her the next morning, the sisters realise that they are lost in many ways themselves, and discover that the answers to the questions in their hearts are found in the paper house left for them by their mother.

an article about the play here in kakiseni

before the play babe belanja me japanese food at KLPac Japanese Tea House. food only..haha..the drink cause i order some fruit juice sake that doesnt taste nice. hahaha.

after KLPac i decide to get lost in KL city..lolx. i just wanted to go for a short drive but got lost..so paiseh.

after finding my way back to PJ, we decided to drop by mid valley and watch a movie. movie was fa so so lar...

Sunday was Race Day. my bro back from HK took me tothe F1 in Sepang. was hoping it would rain, but it didnt. race was anti climax. saw alot of half naked people there though..must be the weather..hahaha.

night was football, Liverpool..nothing to say, arsenal so unlucky...at least my stomach was full.

now Monday back to reality. weekend was like a dream, I didn't want to wake up from. thank you.

can we be in one bubble or join bubble??


ad for today

Saturday, March 22

UTAR inter-faculty futsal competition

we lost badly...haha. 2-1, 2-0, 3-0. stevenchen we need you.
some photos taken by julian

me going to take a shot or fall down...

yeat chun defending


Friday, March 21

disappointment+freedom?

i didn't manage to nail the interview for my internship that day. so no job for me. =( i was really looking forward to intern there. the people there were so nice. what they explain to me about my job there was super interesting. market research, brain storming and so on. I wanted s0 much to learn from them. disappointed. my interviewer was so nice to give me some advice for my next interview, cause i ask her about my interview when she call and tell me that i didn't get the job. they so straight forward also..thats good in a way..she say she found someone better..haha..ego pain. lolx.
anyway the advice was to be more vocal and express your idea more and make a stance.

for people that know, i decided to let go.

amazing ad of the week for me. advertising is just mind blowing.....
Print a skinny child image on the glass, as the water filed the glass, by the effect of refraction, the skinny child began getting “fat” visually shows the theme of “Having water to drink, he will improve” therefore encourage people to donate money. People’s attention were drawed to the drinking water issue.
Agency: JWT, Beijing

Monday, March 17

internship

today I went for interview for my internship thats starts on 2 June. the internship is part of my degree. location was at CP tower, in phileo damansara behind my place. thanks bro for fetching me there. no need sweat. hope i get the job =). the interview was really casual and short. they just ask me why advertising, why account management, why this company, ask me to explain my special highlight on my resume and also explain some advertisement and explain the differences. about 10minutes only

here something from the company web site that kinda inspire me.

What We Believe

You might expect a mission statement at this point. We don’t have one. Instead, we have a Purpose, with these components:

  • Our Inspirational Dream: To be revered as the hothouse for world changing ideas that create sustainable, profitable growth for our clients.
  • Our Focus: To fill the world with Lovemarks.
  • Our Spirit: One team, one dream - Nothing is Impossible.

    a pencil by them for
    Write for freedomAmnesty Internationalwww.aimalaysia.org

been really busy with my assignment recently...trying to come out with headline, slogan, tag line, body copy........ for my group Creative Strategy for Advertising-Phillips Genie light bulb and also Brand Management-Ovaltine minuman malt berkhasiat........lolx..
anyone with idea????

Congratulations to team UIS for winning Sloggi advertising and campaign competition for ADWAVE2008..their story here check it out. UIS rock on!! to the other finalist you were still great. respect.

climbing a freaky high wall...........

Sunday, March 9

a better future...

I'm kinda in shock with the result, but happy none the less. many thought running are through my mind the whole day...with the election result and my communication theories assignment on MediaPrima. Brain clutter with data..that need to be process to information..lolx. feel so lost...

i'm suppose to apply 3 theory that is cultural industry, hegemony and political economy to what media prima is doing now.

back to the election result hope that the new government are able to work together,make a change,stands together regardless of color,religion, party and works towards a better Malaysia that all Malaysians can be proud of.

Remember that we are all human so check and balance have to be on both side.

please pray for peace, unity , good leaders, God will be done......

Peace.

me blur...=P

Friday, March 7

“But if there are no representatives from
the various component parties, the various
races will not be represented. This would not
be good. This is all I can say,” (what about bangsa Malaysia?? Unity Band?? so is he saying the BN component parties are racist that only fight for their own race?) he told a press
conference. taken from Friday Sun paper

I'm not saying anything...I'm just asking question.....
its sadden me that there have to resort to threat..are they? sound like it to me...
this race based politic really have to change..why cant we just all be Malaysian?? with different culture of course..
some news about it here.

Thursday, March 6

reason to find you

wrong to find as many reason as possible to meet your love one?
wrong to love the person you love with all your heart, even though you most probably get nothing in return?
wrong in wanting to give your all to that one person, even though the reverse don't apply ?
wrong to mess up, and learn from the mistake?
wrong to forgive, and have faith to make it work again?
wrong to have hope and dream it will work again?

wrong in wanting to see that one person smile every single day
and making her smile every other day?
wrong to love unconditionally, unselfishly?
wrong to love someone, that doesn't love you?

something wrong with me........

Wednesday, March 5

voting?

haha..nothing better to do. .for the fun of it try it out...but remember 8th march 2008 please go out and cast your vote(whoever you think is the best), otherwise it'll be exactly what the political situation is in now or maybe even worse: A big fat joke..look like it, sound like it?? correct,correct,correct......

According to the 100% accurate kennysia.com Who-To-Vote-This-Election Decision Generator™, I am voting for...

PARTI KEADILAN RAKYAT!

cleaning my room

suddenly had the urge to clean my room before dinner. my family always nagging me about my room, saying its worse then a pig s....(dunno how to spell). haha.. kinda true but without the mud and shit ....lolx. it was really dusty, even had dust stuck on the wall. gave the place a good vacuum and mop the floor. change my bed sheet, wash my fan. Its going be a good night rest today..hehe..in my now super clean room..but still mess up lar... leaving that for another say where the urge to tidy my room come.

Dust in homes, offices, and other human environments is mainly generated by humans from their skin cells that slough off:

An average skin flake has an equivalent diameter of 14µm. It is estimated that the entire outer layer of skin is shed every day or two at a rate of 7 million skin flakes per minute. Tests of indoor environmental dust in homes and offices have shown it to be primarily (70-90%) composed of skin flakes. Assuming a density of 1 g/cm³, 7 million skin flakes per minute corresponds to a mass emission rate of about 20 mg/minute.[1]

Communication theories mid term i got the highest in class...haha..what a fluke.. guess changing your bullet to magic bullet and tembaking is so much better...magic bullet tembaking= tembak with critical thinking. lolx. haha..kinda proud of myself..this the first time i actually excel in my exam in my whole 21 years of my life. i mean like the best in the class..haha.. but it just mid term you say =( but let me boast about it for awhile lar =P

Tuesday, March 4

in the news.

“I will not sell you out. I will speak up for your rights in Parliament. That’s what an MP must do. Not inspecting drains, garbage bins and dumps. That is the job of the municipal council. If they don’t do their job, sack them and stop wasting taxpayers’ money.” Teo Nie Ching, DAP candidate for Serdang parliamentary seat. haha..i like what she say..never thought about it that way. Full News here

MBPJ should be doing more for the people then, other then everyday everywhere summoning cars. its okie to issue summon ler..but sometime we just cant help it...there no where else to park???

BN MCA sexist billboard in Seputeh. have they degrade till have to use tactic like this. the BN MCA MIC advertisements were doing so well. why lar resort to this? Full News Here

the advertising campaign for BN and its component party is really good. full use of all media available. 3 languages(right?). Reach wide, Frequency high. Using fear appeal, emotional appeal, humour appeal(no?) using facts and figures...making fun of opposition superb campaign in my opinion. MCA most recent ads that quite funny..where a person talks about talking and doing,BN translation fighting= physical fighting Opposition fighting= fighting for Malaysian and Malaysia (I'm wrong?)

back to me its 2.11am..still cant sleep..hcumosuoyssimi... everyday i try to convince myself i'm good, i'm happy but inside i still miss her badly.... closing my eyes i think about the time we spend together the moments we share, the laughter, the pain, the hope, the dream and everything under the sun. its was the most beautiful time i experience... i still hope...i still dream...

Monday, March 3

random on Malaysia

Since BN propaganda is everywhere and their so good at it. thought it would be nice to give some attention to the others parties. here some of their election songs. DAP song it quite funny..lolx

here their official party web site if you all are interested DAP,
Keadilan, and PAS

Anwar's Speech(<-WATCH THIS)I really think this is something you all should watch and listen to this. do with a open mind and a mind free of prejudice. think about what he say, think about the situation in Malaysia now. haha..anyway..watch it to the end some part are really funny. I know mainstream media say that we should be careful of him and all(suppose to be like a chameleon) but I believe we are smart enough or cerdik to decide on our own. since Magic Bullet Theory is proven wrong..so no worries.